Monday, January 26, 2009

One more month...

Hi,
For those of you who don't know me, I'm almost 30...and feel that my clock is ticking. Not only because I *heart* babies but because I've always dreamed of being a mother.
My hubby and I have a wonderful relationship, we are blessed with great friends and close family, are strong in our faith, happy with life- basically our life is full and we'd love to have a little baby to share it all with.
Now that seems simple enough...right!?! People get pregnant all the time and they don't even want kids.
I was in 5th grade, I remember sex ed class, I remember the embarrassing book I had to review and read with my mother on the bedroom love seat...I know what it takes to make a baby!
Who knew we'd spend so many years trying NOT to have a baby and come to find out...we can't have one. Or at least not yet.
I never thought I'd be the girl that wakes up at the same time every day to take my temp. and then log it in my tiny Hallmark calendar in hopes of finding out when is the perfect time to make a baby!
I'm creating this blog in hopes to find others who are in this same situation.
There HAS to be others- it just doesn't seem to be the people that I know.
For instance, my best friend got off the pill and prego her first try. It's hard to talk to "those people" about this b/c they can't relate and when you start to get in a deeper conversation, they have to leave to go breast feed.
PLEASE tell me there is someone who knows what I'm going through and that they too are disappointed every month when mother nature makes her monthly visit.
Can't she just take a vacation for 9 months!? I'd pay for her to go someone nice- warm, beach, skiing- you name it. I haven't given up on my body, God, and all other factories yet.

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